Don't know about you,

But, I am

A monster of monsters.




And this monster,

On the past Sunday,

Felt something that

Never felt before,

In Our Lord's Temple.




Pastor brought me

A profound sadness.

With his words,

Made me sigh with sorrow,

With his eyes,

Made me breathe in fear.




For I,

Saw hatred,

Heard self-justification,

With words of condemnation,

I had no choice

But to seal my soul that day.




Conflicts are common,

Money has fooled many,

And power will blind the hearts.

But all these temptations,

I can not bear to watch

In House of Our Lord.




His Grace to be

Restored, Resurrected!

So when we bow our heads down,

Let us gather our thoughts for

Our fathers and mothers,

Our sons and daughters,

And our fellow bothers and sisters,

Once again…




Sooner than later is what I hope,

In His Love we shall be rejoiced.




I am a monster of all monsters,

How about you...?




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Allow me to type in English. My Han-Tah is awfully slow.


This reflects my feelings on Sunday's (April 30, 2006) sermon. While not knowing what is right and what is wrong, these thoughts and feelings came to me without prior warnings.


With reasonable certainties, the way I accepted his sermon does not represent all members of church, but only few.


I just continue to hope, with all my loved ones at Canaan whether known to me or not, that all shall rejoice in the end.


In whatever you do, be brave, wise and gracious. Good Lord be with all of us!